Private X Accounts as Digital Diaries: A Phenomenological Study of Self-Reflection and Intrapersonal Communication in Digital Space
Keywords:
Private Account, Intrapersonal Communication, Social MediaAbstract
Abstract. This study is based on the phenomenon of the increasing use of private accounts on X (Twitter) as a personal space for expressing emotions. Amid social pressure in public digital spaces, individuals tend to seek alternative spaces that feel safer for managing emotions and engaging in self-reflection. This study aims to understand the motives, experiences, and meanings behind the use of private X accounts in the process of emotional regulation and self-reflection. The research employs a qualitative approach with a phenomenological method. Data were collected through in-depth interviews with five selected informants, supported by observation and documentation. Data analysis was conducted through the interpretation of meanings based on the subjective experiences of the informants. The findings indicate that the use of private accounts is driven by the need for a safe space, the desire for free self-expression, and the intention to release emotional burdens. Users’ experiences reveal a recurring process that leads to self-reflection through rereading past posts. Private accounts are also perceived as digital journals and safe spaces. Therefore, X private accounts do not merely function as social media platforms, but also serve as spaces for self-reflection and media of intrapersonal communication that help individuals better understand themselves.
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